Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Consensual Hallucination

The world myriad and ever changing - and the world is the same for everyone of us who sees/speaks/touches/hears. How is this world a united reality?
The world we are working within/without - a blank space / void which is one's individual will projecting into space.
How is this world the same for the majority? How does it translate. Within the dark void of endless space (matter and energy). How come we see the same in spite of differences here and there.
We all share a consensual hallucination of the world; measured in depth and formulated in the crevices of our mind. The light quantam is just right (from the sun) to create a reality an everyday one. You know what I speak of and why; the question itself leads to the answer without surprise. But the heart plays such a role in the evolution of our kind. It is the the cornerstone which makes us sublime. In thought and deed - the evolution of the mind keenly connected to ever changing metamorphosis that is the spirit dimension.
As the hallucination so called begins (oh where does it end), we start everyone pig tailing their bodies at best, and everyone repeats this ancient forgotten mantra "I AM " and going on to satiate this inner will power. Where and when do we stop to see the in depth catharsis that we must undergo; to expunge this powerful egotistical statement - Only I, without knowing its basis in this hallucination we all share.
With time, the breathing body becomes adamant that this I is the best thing which can ever happen, there is nothing else worth the experience - and for sometime this is correct - before time itself makes the change and uplifts the experience into where hence it came.
But through this awesome experience of a holographic reality - with the sensing by a holographic mind, comes the apathy that we are only this, and so many lives we waste and kill and expunge to recreate but never to the satisfaction we could be, only a reality as if it were the only one befitting us, nothing else to see.
The divinity of chemical experience makes you realize - rather bathe in the light; which is the source of our time bound spacial existence. With light came the power to divide and not unite - this division caused the entire-ness to try to listen in, something which it was not doing. This void became a holographic matrix - something like the real to test drive and find out our true divinity. Stages and labels for the false experience of spirit dimension.
And Lo, out of this void comes the magnetic power - which causes everything to bind to it. Causing the mind to go hither thither and the heart to ache for godhood, for the entire experience to be one at the same time within spacial constraints. This is the nature of this consensual hallucination time over.
Come and we will hold hands, shake the earth and bake our brains, we will pray to the sun time over and give up our lives; to be reborn amongst our violent kind. We must learn to see the entire-ness within the framework and release our so called egotistical responsibility in up keeping it, and maybe then it will show the grace we so need to learn (unlearn). Becoming one as we were, the matrix so false disappears and becomes a true big bang.
Peace And Happy Sankaranti. Om Namah Shivaya.

Sunday, January 5, 2014

A Walk In the Rain!

How Can I say what has touched me to the core; in her presence I feel young and alive once more. She rescued my soul with her innocent smile. Her color is blue her heart in mine.

This year rains in hyderabad have been long lasting and furious as well. One such days it just started pouring in the evening (Hyderabad monsoon showers for some reason start only in evenings) and it poured its heart out.

I finished my work and prepped up to head back with her, we were in a dilemma as the rain wouldn't relent and after maybe some time of waiting it finally trickled down. We started walking - our home being some 3 odd km away, and without an auto in sight we thought it best to walk some more (as it was already late)

We took a quieter route so to avoid all the traffic showering water on us while passing by; and after walking for a while we realized thanks to the local municipalities relentless efforts to absolutely do nothing - the roads had caved in and there was ankle deep water throughout the rest of the journey ahead. I am not much of a fan of dirty water (or rain water which has touched the ground); it wouldn't bother me so much if it was not the city - but in a dirty city anywhere in India - I feel very ick to carry on,

My beautiful blue friend held my hand; told me to take off my footwear and follow her - and this is probably the first time I was mesmerized by her (it is quite a regular feature nowadays - she never ceases to amaze me and she never every ceases to surprise me!) and a little confused -> should I follow her; my impulsive nature in the past trusting folks who I did know so well had costed me preciously.

Yet I saw her; dazzling on this rainy day (she was wearing formal clothes), her hair long and deliciously wet; her heels on her one hand and her blazer on the other - her backpack well kept and yet calling me to take her hand (How in heaven's sake could I say No!)

She and I walked barefoot on the tarmac road - which again thanks to the municipality was half done - with the tar coming out and causing pain to us city folk - who were not used to walking on our feet alone (Maybe I was a lot more in pain than her).

An hour down and I had one of the most amazing walks and conversations with my friend through rainy streets of hyderabad. She uplifted a dreary weather (cause she loves rains!) and made me really happy to be a part of something simple - a walk in the rain!

We reached home an hour or more later and to my annoyance I found out that I had left my house keys at office (and it was quite a challange now to head back!), I broke open my door somehow with another hour's work (cut the lock) and plonked myself on my bed squarely. I was way tired - but the refreshed experience of being with someone who liked to walk (it is such a simple thing but oh so complicated in today's world) made all the tiredness vanish.

The rains of hyderabad this time around had rejuvenated me, even I love to get wet and muddled in the rain - and the simple presence of a walking partner made it so easy to gain my freedom and innocence again.

(Oh to mention - jogging in the rain as compared to walking is a grand pleasure as well; something I had the perfect company once again for thanks to this magical woman!)


Peace and Joy!

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