What I could Do
Mesmerizing is the word, warm and caring. Sweet soulful smile and love in the fluttering of her eyelids. Life seems oh so fulfilled In her presence than her absence. I feel that my end complete has flown by, Resting peacefully and finally.
She has kept me insane from the day I knew her, lifetimes away. There is always a bit of mystery and history. A lot of childlike fun and bliss wherever and whenever we are together. I do not feel as if I am alone in the company of known strangers when I am with her. Everything seems the way it ought to. I feel blessed to be with my divine blue bird.
We could walk for ages together, debate and make up. Fight and let things fall apart; only to hug and be the glue of love. There seems to be a parallel world going on in between us, something special and not so special – which happens every moment and we fail to recognize. Somewhere I feel that we have been together all along. In stormy weather and wind and rain, peril and loss – nothing seems to have stopped us from being together.
What I could do, to be with you; I hum this tune over and over, without reason. As days go by. I feel that I am numb to pain. In your company so much to gain. Your simple wisdom shines through your smile. The powerful hands which make all the hurt go away. There seems to be love and comfort of known and unknown with her. She seems to encompass everything which has been sketched in the name of life and reality of hers and mine. She is in control and I am the wilful pillion driver enjoying life as It should be in her warm and loving company.
Under the rainy sky, there seems to be no end to our precious eternal love pouring seeping in like pure rain water on our bodies. Touching gently, there was a feeling of special ness, of joy and redemption with you, by your side.
What Could I do, to describe this wow feeling to you; darling you have no clue.. What you got me into. There is refuge and passion, life without end. With us, there seems to be a new day every day and with love and peace, I wish to say what I could do could never match up to what you are to me. This is the simple unstated truth.
So fly with me blue bird, where we may be free and without end. Fly with me to lives new and everlasting. So that we could be sure that our end be together. If ever, without you life seems grey and morose. Without hope or love enclosed. I feel dismay and lack lustre – when I do not see you for a day ahead. Be my guide and lover. Gentle protector and caretaker and I promise I be the same unto you.
The paths we cross are no coincidence, there is purpose and place – in this fragile universe bound by time and space. We must adhere to our natures and respond in kind, with heart soul and gentle love otherwise we may all be considered blind. This is where you come in my gentle fragrance divine, you may release the bonds I considered mine. To make me free and fly the summer sky hand in hand. Heart intertwined.
Every day and month and year which passes shall be a perfect reminder to me of this truth, that some are born to die selfishlessly and alone and others to die in their lovers embrace. Which is offered to whom, no one can say. But what of the life we have built together – this can never go to waste; and I offer my humble grace – unto you so you may accept and release the mortal shackles which bind us away from one another. Only you oh divine mother and lover – divine feminine can do this flawlessly.
What could I do, but love you. This is my humble story leading to your heart one lifetime after another, one day after the other. This time I may not lose you – I hope and pray. You may accept me and keep me sheltered in warm embrace. Peace and Love Neelu!
Peace & Joy