Gut Wrenching

Shunyata

Grace

Peachy's Golden Words

14th December 2017

It was 7:30 PM and I walked in to my home through the front door and looked into the drawing room where Mom, Neelam and Peachy were sitting. Peachy looked instantly at me and gave me a big smile as always. She was delighted to see me as I was seeing her,

I set aside my bag and lunch box and was going towards her where she called out "Daddy" for the first time to my musical ears and then she laughed some more.

What a joy to hear her make legible sounds and words. Language is truly beautiful and when two can bond with visible words and intonations. Its a blissful feeling all together.

She said the same word again later at night on the bed, and I was over the roof. She has already started saying words like Ta-Tha, and now has increased her forte over english words as well!

Looking forwards to further such conversations with my beautiful goddess. Her smile and laugh and now words make the world and existence divine.

Love and Peace! 

Molding Consciousness ~ Metrices to Behold!

What does consciousness have the need to create, suffer, die intermittently (fall in an alternate dream only to wake up in another one) timelessly?
What could be the motive for this intensity in being in the strait coat of space and time. What could be achieved (though consciousness doesn't require a true motive) with such Maya and actions?

Perhaps its a process of molding that is at work here - the true work of consciousness is to continuously mold itself finer and finer (Something like a perpetual motion machine). There is no compulsiveness to this, and not even an understanding of the final product.
Consciousness is power, its energy - refined from dark energy. Energy which is entirety itself -which forms the mind and then the restrictions and constrictions which are a part of the mind.
Energy (without the restrictions of any sort) continuously churns itself - not as an action but as a being - it is kind of unfathomable. There is like I said before, no compulsion - motivation or rationale behind this kind of being. There may be also no motion, movement or activity which causes energy to churn in this manner.

This causes consciousness to come out of the darkness (somehow consciousness has one trait - and that is light - probably some part of it is the physical manifestation - but am sure it is an energetic trait at most parts)

Consciousness now spurns itself (as if there is anything else) - and twists and turns further - causing individuality and lifespans to come into picture - and this is does within restrictions it sets for itself - like that of space time and kind of energy - this is where it gets interesting, for the classification of Satva, Rajas and Tamas - is actually the degree of refinement of consciousness.

Tamas is the one closest to raw dark energy signifying the life of Rogi (diseased), while Rajas is red in hue (medium wavelength) signifying the life of a bhogi (consumer) and Satva is close to no color - white which signifies the life of a Yogi (meditator). These degrees now dictate the life of the individual consciousness in a body through the acts of a karma - all the time twisting turning - either refining it or making the energy coarse.
One thing to be noted is that this is all cyclic - but does undergo finer and finer attunements I believe with each cycle. So at the end of a cycle - all individualization would have undergone a complete cycle from Tamas to Satva back to Tamas - but the Tamas now drawn probably would be way more refined than dark energy which was begun with.

So this leads me to understand that enlightenment is a process - yes it is an actual process which has a purposeless purpose. The energy now coming out is god head from the godless nature (Maya / Mother / Base of all)

Enlightenment could be power sources work in progress, where refined attunement to itself (Self - realization) could create maybe different forms of energy - un fathomed by itself!
Maybe the whole play is around this. To suffer - struggle - in an illusion - the self castration created by oneself to make oneself finer / attuned to oneself creates a different outpouring - an outpouring which is not the same as before (though the base remains as dark energy)

This energetic foundation could be the cause of all of creation. The reason why we take births, suffer and die in search for enlightenment.
This may also be the reason why sages do not stop at the seventh chakra - why they say that there are innumerable chakras beyond - maybe to give us a holistic picture of the real process underway.

The way in which enlightenment is perceived is the giving up of individual self for the entire self. For losing the ego for the overall energy to be assimilated - what if this was an ever churning and refining process - not stopping with time or space when the destination is reached, with every tightening of the cosmic screw - the refined energy coming out is causing consciousness to become en "Lightened" in another way.

All this while reading a couple of pages of Supreme Yoga - Yoga Vashishta's master document.

Love and Peace